mistake in my life

there a lot of mistake that i had done and the worst one is my choosen for my share life partner. I'm so feel guilty and frustrated when this is happen in my life which i cannot turn back. I need to feel this with my hold life. Now i know already that to be succes in married is must have tolerance and the best is the person taht you choose must smart so that you can communicate in better way but me...... she so stupid proud....even the small matter she cant settle down by it self..i'm so frustrated... but this is my choosed and i still can thinking about future of my daughter.... and i know this will continues until end of my life and i hope she will changing her self.... be a good mom...talk nicely to her child.... dont be angry when i advise... keep learning all about life... dont be stupid proud.... i already dont know how to advise to her....his way totally different with my way... what i need from her all wasted.... but life must go on.... i hope my child will be succes than me even her cannot be a good mom like my mom guide me before....and last raya me and my family celebrate first time without my dad..... and sometine its make me remember all time we with him together before but now all become memory... to abah we all wish you in peace in new place there and hopefully we all will together again soon... and i'm sorry that your car we already sold and i hope this decision is the best way that we can do to rearrange back our life spend........we all miss you so much.......amin.........